Kinda scared

Monday is my doctors appointment with the gastrologist. I think thats what he is anyway. My doctor referred me to him for the swallowing problem. I thought the problem was fixed after my cold eased up...but here & there its weird. And I've noticed my lower back has been achy since my cold. The cold is gone - but the ache is still there. Of course all these horrible things are going thru my mind.. what if it cancer? Trying to find something in one of my books to see what Ants could do about his finger, I found the section of first aid & when you should go to the doctor... there was a list of the 7 signs of cancer....and there it was on one line what seems to be my problem ..

*problem swallowing & intergestion

great.
thanks a lot you stupid book.

sooo of course the feeling in my stomach gets worse because now im getting anxiety after reading that. Granted - it might not be..it could be something simple & hopefully Im not getting any of you too concerned - dont be. Im sure its nothing...but both sides of my family have had cancer.. .including my Mother...so of course you cant help but wonder........

Please say a prayer & keep your fingers crossed that if there is something wrong - its something easily fixable.

Speaking of Anthony, the doctors office was kind of giving my sister the runaround.. telling her to wait for the swelling in his thumb to go down , this & that.. then she talked to someone else because she was getting irritated & they said it should definity be xrayed. So they did an xray Tuesday & thank God its not broken - but it is fractured. So he just has to keep wearing his splint & be careful he doesnt hurt it anymore. The poor kid. Hopefully it will heal quickly.