November already?

Another month has flown on by. Can you believe it?! Halloween was such a disappointment too. Got like 10/15 kids. Last year we had a lot more than that. There's one little girl who always looks at me to give her more candy..and for 2 years for some stupid reason, I didnt... so this year I was on the look out for her to give her like the whole bowl...she didnt show ! the poor little thing. she probably doesnt remember & hopefully she doesnt because I would hate to be known as the mean lady! So there is so much candy left over....and whos gonna eat it all? Yup probably me. Will have to pawn some off on K & A - they wont mind : )

On Laurens blog she listed about a new month & new changes. This sounded great! Things like that can make you feel refreshed and new. However, I cant think of anything to change...except well maybe my attitude about things - learning how to be more assertive & stick up for myself. And if it means telling someone off - then so be it. I have a lot to say dammit! Instead of moping around I need to make some changes in ME. Now I dont know if I'll have the courage or the knowlege to be more assertive - but we'll see

So the holidays are fast approaching.. but for some reason, Im not looking forward to them. Maybe im just in a funk - but like I said - this blog should be called grumpy girl or grouchy girl instead! Ususally this time of year is my favorite. After halloween, its definitly waiting for Christmas & getting excited buying presents for everyone...but right now just call me the Grinch or Scrooge: Bah humbug to it all!