Life - Im calling out sick today....

Life needs to slow down. Ok - stop is more like it.... pleeeease???? I had the most sick feeling in my stomach.. it actually hit the floor with a thud when it dawned on me that in 4 more years...yes thats right, only 4 more short years I will be the whopping 4-0. Uh oh.

How DISGUSTING is that??? Im very depressed. I dont feel like Im in my 30s so it never really bothers me unless I think about it too hard. I still think of myself as in my 20s or at least - just 30. When someone asks me my age, its actually a thought cuz it seems unbelievable that I've gotten this old this quickly.

So Im calling in sick, taking a vacation from life right now. Realistically, you cant, this I am still aware of, so no need to call the men in the white coats yet... but still. Im on strike even... against birthdays all together..... so there!

Mmmm but can I still have the cake?? ; )