Missing...
Do you ever look at your life & feel like there's something missing from it? Do you realize what that "something" is?
Sometimes it just seems like there's something thats missing.. whether its more fun, more time with family, more time out just J & I, or what. I dont know if its a void that school will help fill - maybe I dont do enough stuff for myself, so it feels like Im missing out? Its just a strange feeling & its hard to really pin point the cause.
I love being around family & the cahos from the kids, so maybe thats whats misisng. The noise, the laughter & such? I love K & A and sometimes still miss them so much it hurts. We use to be with each other every day. When Im with them, its just a lot of fun & bonding time. Its great. Even with Krystina & Andrew the other day, just being with them was wonderful too. Could it be that Im still home sick? I did have like axiety withdrawals when I first moved out, so could it be something like that creeping back now & then?
Oh well.. just dont know and maybe will never know the right answers. All that can be said is how excited I am to spend next week with the kids. Its something that I am sooooo looking forward to, cant even tell you how much. We have a few things planned, and hopefully we all will have a blast.
Sometimes it just seems like there's something thats missing.. whether its more fun, more time with family, more time out just J & I, or what. I dont know if its a void that school will help fill - maybe I dont do enough stuff for myself, so it feels like Im missing out? Its just a strange feeling & its hard to really pin point the cause.
I love being around family & the cahos from the kids, so maybe thats whats misisng. The noise, the laughter & such? I love K & A and sometimes still miss them so much it hurts. We use to be with each other every day. When Im with them, its just a lot of fun & bonding time. Its great. Even with Krystina & Andrew the other day, just being with them was wonderful too. Could it be that Im still home sick? I did have like axiety withdrawals when I first moved out, so could it be something like that creeping back now & then?
Oh well.. just dont know and maybe will never know the right answers. All that can be said is how excited I am to spend next week with the kids. Its something that I am sooooo looking forward to, cant even tell you how much. We have a few things planned, and hopefully we all will have a blast.
posted by littlejj at
12:56 PM
2 Comments:
This may be very strange to say but no I don't feel that way..well anymore. I feel like my life is complete. I use to feel like that a lot when I was with Rob because, something was missing from our relationship, and I didn't get to see my friends and family much. Now I have all of that back.
Before I took the Wedding/Event Planning course, I felt something was missing from my career..i didn't really have one. I don't think an admin qualifies exactly as a career, but now that I took my class and on the road to becoming something else...i feel more complete, even as an admin right now.
Maybe that is what you are missing, and the course will help you with what your missing. Whatever it is..you'll find it and you will be content too.
I think we all have felt this way at some point in our lives. I still feel that something is missing from my life. Namely, a man! :-) I would like to share my life and grow old with someone. Beyond that, I'm pretty happy with life and where I am and going.
Taking that course will help. You are so down on yourself sometimes that it worries me.
You need to do something for YOU! Why? Because YOU are important! YOU are an amazing person who deserves to be happy!
Remember that Nutty!
Love Ya!
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