Poor Jeff

Ok.. last night was totally not Jeff's fault. It figures the one time I totally blow up at him & its not his fault. By the time he got in touch with his friend Ed, him & the family were in Reading at Jordans Furniture. Soooo what could Jeff really say at that point?

Jeff kept the wife & kids contained in the downstairs living room. Kind of a mess since we've been working on it here & there but oh well. At least they were away from the rest of the house.

I have no problem admitting when Im wrong, and I did fly off the handle without knowing all the details, so I made sure to apologize for my grumpiness. There were just visions of them destroying the house & being all over the place and it just made me nuts!

The appointment last night went ok. Im kind of embarrassed to go. I felt ashamed last night. Guess it all comes down to me not saying & doing the things I should when people are acting like the boss of me. I dont know it was weird...when I left there I just felt like a big idiot. A big cry baby.

Still not feeling great today either. Wish I could have stayed home but there is so much to do. I just want to sleep or cry myselt to sleep. Was up most the night last night gagging on all this shit in my nose. Dont even know why i bothered to eat the salad Jeff picked up for me for dinner cuz I made myself sick trying to get this cold shit out of body.

Hate being so grumpy, tired & cloudy headed. You cant enjoy anything feeling like this!
WAH WAH WAH !