Aunt Mary

Just found out today that my Aunt Mary, my father's sister passed away on Tuesday. Her wake is tonight & funeral is tomorrow. It seems that no one else is going to the wake but my Dad. He cant go to the funeral tomorrow because he has a hard time breathing in the cold. And great...we're suppose to have this storm tonight/into tomorrow morning too.

We werent that close to my Aunt, we saw her a bit when we were younger, but as the years went by, well you know how it goes. The last time I can remember seeing her was at my cousin Christine's funeral..... right? Why cant I remember!?!?

But she came to my shower & to my wedding & her daughter Dianne was very nice to me (she actually got married a month before or after I did)

The wake is in Revere and I would never find it. I wish I could go & pay my respects. I did leave a note on the on line guest book though.

The weird thing is, last night was trying to finish up Christmas cards & I thought to myself again this year that I do not have all of my Father's sides addresses...and the weird thing is, Auntie Mary's face appeared in my mind a couple of times last night. Was she trying to say good bye? We're all suppose to be a little psychic, so was I getting a vibe that I wouldnt be able to send her a card???? I dont think i've sent her one for the past few years either. Its awful I know, I've only sent a few out on my Fathers side & it makes me feel like shit... if you send to one, you should send to all. Now its too late.

She's had cancer for quite a few years now off/on. In leui of flowers they are asking donations for the Cancer Foundation. I WILL be making a donation in her name. Its the least I can do.