Feeling the Blah's
Ho hum... dont know if its being alone in the office all day (since the office mate is gone) or what. I've had the blah's on & off here & its a lousy way to feel. A couple of people have even noticed. Thats not good. I dont like to feel/act this way at all. Dont know if its cuz Im just tired, the fact that its getting dark out earlier or what.
So embarrassed today too cuz Im in a pissy mood & got aggravated with something only to finally notice someone was standing in the door way! They were like, whats wrong with you? You seem down these past few days...So feeling stupid for being caught, the smiles come out & Im like nope everythings just ducky... They were like - I can tell by your face you're pissed off.. whats going on? So I had to tell them that the report wasnt printing right & blah blah blah... oh well... they asked right :) Too bad they left too soon... the company would have been nice for a few more minutes.....
Plus there's stupid things swimming around in this brain. God only knows why....but do you ever wonder if you're normal? Whats wrong, why do you think these things? Is it something you can pin point & fix??? Hopefully the blah's wont last too much longer... can not stand them.
btw Jeff leaves tomorrow. Its going to be weird without him home, but looking forward to having plenty of time to get some stuff done around the house. Also need to start shopping & making baskets for the craft fair here. We got the email & I've signed up for a table - so now there's no backing out of it! Tonight we're getting him packed up & ready.
Jeff also got me a surprise yesterday. He knew I wanted an mp3 player & he found one in the sale paper for $35. It had pretty good reviews too for the $ so he went & got it for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So by the time I got home from school he had it out & even put some songs on there for me! Wasnt that sweet!
As for school.. one more test left & hopefully it will go well. I did not do well last night at all. Its probably a D. Just didnt take the time to really study since we had some running around to do last weekend, and to boot the material was a little hard to grasp on to. But hopefully the rest of the grades will make up for it. So far the grades are: C+, B, B+, plus we've done 4 papers & we get extra points for those. So as long as I study & make sure to understand the material and pass this test with a B, I wont be stuck for paying 1/2 of this course!
So embarrassed today too cuz Im in a pissy mood & got aggravated with something only to finally notice someone was standing in the door way! They were like, whats wrong with you? You seem down these past few days...So feeling stupid for being caught, the smiles come out & Im like nope everythings just ducky... They were like - I can tell by your face you're pissed off.. whats going on? So I had to tell them that the report wasnt printing right & blah blah blah... oh well... they asked right :) Too bad they left too soon... the company would have been nice for a few more minutes.....
Plus there's stupid things swimming around in this brain. God only knows why....but do you ever wonder if you're normal? Whats wrong, why do you think these things? Is it something you can pin point & fix??? Hopefully the blah's wont last too much longer... can not stand them.
btw Jeff leaves tomorrow. Its going to be weird without him home, but looking forward to having plenty of time to get some stuff done around the house. Also need to start shopping & making baskets for the craft fair here. We got the email & I've signed up for a table - so now there's no backing out of it! Tonight we're getting him packed up & ready.
Jeff also got me a surprise yesterday. He knew I wanted an mp3 player & he found one in the sale paper for $35. It had pretty good reviews too for the $ so he went & got it for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So by the time I got home from school he had it out & even put some songs on there for me! Wasnt that sweet!
As for school.. one more test left & hopefully it will go well. I did not do well last night at all. Its probably a D. Just didnt take the time to really study since we had some running around to do last weekend, and to boot the material was a little hard to grasp on to. But hopefully the rest of the grades will make up for it. So far the grades are: C+, B, B+, plus we've done 4 papers & we get extra points for those. So as long as I study & make sure to understand the material and pass this test with a B, I wont be stuck for paying 1/2 of this course!
posted by littlejj at
12:16 PM
2 Comments:
I'm not sure what it is either, but I've been feeling the blah's too. Not motivated what's so ever! I hope you get out of your funk too.
Great job on the tests! Your doing great!
Sorry to hear you have the blah's Janet-poo!
If you want to get together while Jeff is gone, give me a buzz! We can hang out for a night!
It might just be this time of the year that might be causing your blahs. It's getting darker sooner and that icky weather is just around the corner -
Good job on your school work! You can do it!!! Keep working hard! Believe in yourself kiddo!
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